StoneDeadStranger

what do i do if he does? i thought i loved him, but doesnt that mean i just want him to be happy? should it matter if i cant make him happy as long as he is? why do i have to be so possesive, and controlling? but i'm not possesive, i'm not controling, am i? or am i? is that why it didnt work? WHY DIDN'T IT WORK? ould it have? ever? maybe?i thought that we could have been good. it was... before it wasn't. why doesn't what i want happen right? i got what i (thought?) wanted, but it wasn't. it didn't. even if he doesn't, this wont work because... you wont be there. when i need you to. when i want you to. it's not as if i didn't try. i gave you e

sleep little one escape into dreams soft and gentle spirit do not fear the night look the stars are out and the moon is shining to light your way to show you the road and the way to turn so no longer shy from the dark nor from the night your still with me and im still here

its not for lack of trying that made it all fall through i gave it my all i gave you my best but it wasn't enough and now i stand in line waiting for love for the lady with the ladle to dole it out onto my plastic tray i hold my heart in my hand so i ca watch it beat so i can see im still breathing still feeling or not